I know you are.

Are you tired?

I know you are. You are tired of feeling alone-- of being alone.

I know you are. You are tired of crying at night and feeling the numbness the next day.

I know you are. You are tired of making yourself believe that they will be there, just like you are there for them.

To the Future Me:

Hi there Ysabelle! 

How are you? What's keeping you busy lately? I wrote this letter 10 years ago. When you were 21 years old and currently unemployed. You have tired applying to different hotels, travel agencies, airlines and even entertainment industries but while I'm writing this for you the luck seems not in our favor but I'm not giving up. I will never give up! Because I am preparing and creating YOU.