Write

An author once said in her book, that writing is expressing. That you could write whatever, whenever, and wherever you feel writing to. That it doesn’t matter if your grammar is correct, or your thoughts are jumbled, or your words are not understood by many. What matters is that you write.. you expressed. It doesn’t  matter if someone will read it and like it or not. What matters is that you liked it, somehow. Just write. Don’t back read. Don’t correct the errors. Don’t think, Don’t go back, just let your fingers move to your keyboard. Let your hand move in script. Write. Practice writing, just like what they say Practice makes perfect. One day you won’t be bother with your words or thoughts. You will just let your heart type it for you. 

So just write. It will be alright. 

I know you are.

Are you tired?

I know you are. You are tired of feeling alone-- of being alone.

I know you are. You are tired of crying at night and feeling the numbness the next day.

I know you are. You are tired of making yourself believe that they will be there, just like you are there for them.

To the Future Me:

Hi there Ysabelle! 

How are you? What's keeping you busy lately? I wrote this letter 10 years ago. When you were 21 years old and currently unemployed. You have tired applying to different hotels, travel agencies, airlines and even entertainment industries but while I'm writing this for you the luck seems not in our favor but I'm not giving up. I will never give up! Because I am preparing and creating YOU.